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[25 Feb 2007|06:44pm] |
wow i have not updated in FOREVER!
k well i got my nissan 350z a month or so ago. i am in love with it. its white and perfect and i couldnt ask for a better car <333
i got fired from that dumbass tanning salon job. that place was gay anyway. i got a new job at a tanning salon/day spa and its so much nicer ! when one door closes another one opens..
me and danny broke up a while ago...right before xmas...i hate him and drama went down but we dont talk anymore. since then i started dating mike <3 i broke up with him a week ago but were still friends and im going to his house 2nite...
o ya and im failing math...skool SUCKSSSS!
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[17 Nov 2006|12:52pm] |
wow i havnt updated in forever! lol
welllll....i loveeee my job. its the besttttttt <3 i love tanning
andddd me and danny have been dating for almost 4 months <3 who would have thought lol.
and im not getting an rsx anymore. im getting a nissan 350z! im sooooo excited
i got my new schedule for spring...i only have to go to school on monday wed and fri! yayyyyyyyy
well thats it for now. holla
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[18 Sep 2006|03:59pm] |
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So...my life is finally perfect =)
i got a job at a tanning salon (my DREAM job) so hopefully i will be able to hook all my peeps up with free tans! hehe =) i start on wednesday & im so excited. even though i will be missing the KORN concert on wednesday =( carlos gunna KILL me...
so im getting my rsx in december ! yayyyyyyyyyy
and i totally love school. FAU is awesome. except its starting to get harder =( oh well. i need to study more.
me & danny are doing really good too. i was over his house yesterday n shyt...we went to cicis pizza. weird place. lol anyways its almost been 2 months since weve been together <3
my ex bf is an idiot who has his dumbass friends mssge my b/f...they got problems im so glad they are all out of my life!!
well thatz it for now. ill update more later possibly
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[29 Aug 2006|02:28am] |
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Ok so im pretty sure no one reads this except me..but im going to comment anyway. =)
my life is actually good right now. when i look back and read my old entries i realized a lot of shit and how good it is now compared to how it was back then...if that makes sense.
So ERNESTO is coming. no school! even though i absolutely LOVE college...
Me & danny are doing good. were going to halloween horror nights in october! were already planning it...so i guess that means we will be together for a while? idk i hope so cuz i really like him even though he can be...kind of weird sometimes. not weird but like...distant? idk the word for it. but things are good. much better than they ever were with kenny! haha hes such a loser i cant believe i went out with him! my brain was on crack cuz hes not even cute and now he hangs out with my ex-friend..lol how pathetic can these ppl be?? lmao.
Hmm what else.
O cherrishe came down for the weekend. me and danny slept at her house on sat. nite and chilled with a bunch of people and drank a little but we didnt get drunk cuz like we didnt feel that good after eating so much pizza lol. it was nice having a boyfriend again with me at her house. first i was with C******* and living in her house for a few weeks, then i was with pat and stayin there for a lil, then i brought kenny there, and now danny. cherrishes house is like my second home i cant believe she doesnt live there anymore =( anyways the next morn we went to IHOP and ate...it was really akward....
k well im out <3 h0lla
and i got gas!
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[21 Aug 2006|07:38pm] |
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Yay new update.
So i had my first day at FAU .. i love it there! i mean dont get me wrong, school aint fun and neither is work but i wouldnt do it anywhere else than at that school. College isnt as bad as i thought it would be. And i love hanging out in Carlo's dorm all the ppl are really nice and theres always something to do...and i only go for like 2 hours a day so its a lot of fun and i like my classes so far!
Anyways me and danny are still going out. i like him sooo much and we have so much fun together...even though lately weve been arguing a little bit but its my fault im jus not used to bein in a normal relationship?. lol but oh well.
my bestest buddy mike is gone in orlando im so bored without him! lol. even though we went thru drama cuz of him telling ppl lies hes still one of my best friends whos always been there for me unlike so0o many others. lol. theres even this one gay ugly kid who said he would bash my car windows in, lmaoooo. but that would make my day i cant wait to get an rsx for xmas or whenever i get a damn job..lol
hmm what else is going on.....thats it for now i guess. comment? lol
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[16 Aug 2006|10:39am] |
So i decided to do a little update...
So me and danny have been together for almost 2 weeks. hes amazing...ive never been happier in a relationship, even though itsa only been 2 weeks lol. after kenny i forgot what a good relationship was like or that i could even be in one. so yeah thats good. im just now realizing that i never actually was in love with kenny. sure i cared about him but it was never true love..i guess i just wanted a boyfriend and he was there. i was always looking for something better but settling for him. i dont even want another guy now.
also, a lot of things have changed in the past 2 weeks. people who i thought were once my friends, i realized never even were my friends or anything close to it. people who i didnt consider my friends were there for me and i realized the fakes from the trues i guess you could say. lol. i have no interest in being friends with any of the people im not friends with anymore cuz honestly i dont need people like THAT in my life! im just so happy where i'm at now and i wouldnt change it for anything...
also the car situation. well my mom says as soon as i get a JOB i can buy an 06 acura rsx. my dream car. but i dont WANT a job. i mean the lancer is a really nice car and many people would want it but i just want the rsx so bad. i dont know what to do..maybe i could get a small job and work once or twice a week.
o yeah. i know how to smoke now. go me.
well thats all for now,peace
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[10 Aug 2006|11:58pm] |
So i havnt updated for a few months now...so i figure i will now!
well me and kenny broke up in may. it was a really hard break up but it was for the best...
i just started dating this guy danny on 8/5. hes AMAZING and the hottest guy ever. <3 im so happy with him.
and i start FAU august 21st. im really nervous and i dont want to go anymore but u gota do what u gota do...
k well thats my update..pz out
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[01 May 2006|10:45pm] |
So me & kennys one year this friday.
any ideas what to get him?
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[23 Apr 2006|07:38pm] |
PIX FROM PROM!!! soooo fun!
    
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[17 Apr 2006|09:11pm] |
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Yeah so. Update time? Prom is this saturday. I don't want to go. So much to do, so little time. I hate life.
My Spring Break was OKAY. The Panthers game was really fun with my boyfriend <3 i love him so much i just wish he didnt work or anything so we could spend more time together, but i guess he has to work... (cuz im a lazy bum who does nothing all day) I saw Scary Movie 4 with him on friday. it kind of sucked...
in other news ive been tanning a lot lately and im super TAN. wooo.
So i have my dress, shoes, jewelry, purse, hair and makeup appt, highlights done, tanning appts, nail and pedicure appt and eyebrows on friday and my alterations will be done 2morro. i also got the corsage and buitonneire for me and kenny today. the total for prom for JUST ME came out to $1150.00!! my mom and dad are splitting it tho so i guess its not that bad...lol i feel bed =/ well not rele.
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update time =)
so, today is me & kennys 11 month anniversary. WTF lol. but yeah he just left - he got me pink pretty roses <3 ... he also got me SiCK and now i feel like shit and so does he. lol but yeah.
in other news, my dress is being altered right now and will be ready April 12. yay.
me & kenny are looking for a tie to match it - its mission impossible...
ummm idk what else to write about it. im outtt
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So...I didn't go to school today...i skipped with my boyfriend instead. it was fun (if you call watching my boyfriend play ps2 for almost 5 hours fun) LMAO.
yeah we went to mcdonalds for breakfast .. back to my house to play ps2 .. then to walmart so he could buy me car stuffs =) and then we went home and "talked"
lately we have been having "trust" issues. what else is new? its like every time something happens like with another girl "liking him" or something (LIKE THIS DUMB BITCH LARA!!!!!!) its never HIS fault .. its always the girls fault bc shes "crazy" yeah whatever. im over it, i mean i know i can trust him but sometimes he makes stupid decisions and will lie to me about dumb things that i wouldnt really care about in the 1st place. i just dont understand it. we have been hanging out a lot lately though .. i feel like we are a real couple now...its weird...like i think we might actually be together for a LONG time and that kind of scares of me but it kind of doesnt .. our 1 year anniversary is coming up...
on to other news, i got my prom dress. its really pretty. i got it in miami in bal harbour .. i <3333 it
yeah well im going now. comment hoe.
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[21 Mar 2006|03:53pm] |
so yeah i bought kenny and my prom tix today..
im kind of nervous for prom =/
actually i dont even wanna go at this point..
but w/e
so kenny came over last night after work. we talked .. we are actually doing REALLY good now which is odd ... idk what we are doing this weekend. i still need to find a dress .. UGH.
k well comments bye
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[14 Mar 2006|01:40pm] |
Aw isnt that the cutest pic? lol .. its from kennys friends engagement party at el mariachi.
ok well ill update later xo
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so ive had my job at carusos for about 3 weeks ..
im quitting this friday ..
if u want free food, NOW is the time to come. hehe
anyway i drank A LOT last night. i killed a bottle of chocolate liquor. nastiest shit ever. i was so drunk and i think i blacked out. kenny came over to take care of me though. he was holding my hair back when i was throwing up and cuddling with me and keeping me warm. it was sweet..im going to start being a better gf to him b/c he deserves it.
our 11 month is on the 5th. :)
prom is stressing me out.
no school wednesday..:)
i have a play in english 2morro. im lady macbeth. im really nervous. i hate shit like this.
i feel so sick right now. comment bitches.
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so yeah. i got a job at carusos. if u want free food, i can hook u up.
me and kennys 10 month = Sunday. eh.
2nite im going to las olas.
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[23 Feb 2006|10:30pm] |
I Love Kenny
the end.
ok ill do an update cuz im bored.
so tristan IM's me the other day. (my ex) he was my first love i like to think. it might not have been real love .. but i really cared about him a lot. i would do anything for that kid. i thought everything about him was amazing. i saw all of his flaws as perfection. everything that i hated in someone else, if he had those qualities, i loved them. then he changed .. he started smoking .. he became a diff person. he moved. and that was that. i wasnt all that upset cuz i had pretty much already moved on.
after that i started dating around .. maybe like 3 guys a month .. i gave that up. little petty relationships arent my thing .. plus the guys were total assholes.
then i started dating patrick. i guess he was my first real "relationship" where we actually spent time together. he basically lived at my house for a month. it was crazy. we had fun times but most of them consisted of drugs and alcohol..drugs brought us together and they also tore us apart.
then i was single for about 6 months .. i guess it was ok .. then i met kenny .. weve been together for almost 10 months. i love him to death .. hes amazing .. we fight a lot yeah but i think we both like to fight in a way? its weird i know but i have a lot of fun with him and i think hes so cute .. hes also a really good boyfriend .. much better than the rest ive had.
well i guess thats my love life? weird...
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heyyyy .. just figured i would update because I am bored out of my mind! Well yesterday was Valentines Day...It was ok...It was me & kennys second v-day together..wow a whole year!!! jeezus...lol well i made him this cute little basket and filled it with a card, box of chocolates, all of his fave candy and gum, and boxers with hearts and dice on them cuz i know he likes dice...lol. yeahhh but he had to work :( so we are celebrating it over the weekend..but he made me a really cute card with like pics of us in it and stuff..it was cute...
and at skool mike got me a bunch of stuffs cuz he is my bffL! it was really cute so i had a good day even if kennayyyy had to work allll day, grrrrrr.
well i got my interm and im doing ok in every class EXCEPT MATH. im failing right now...i know how important math is because if i dont pass it i dont graduate and get to go to FAU <3 but w.e ill somehow manage a 'D'
well 2morro is a no-1 day. i hate those days they go by so fast. i dont even know why i bother with school anymore, its a waste of my damn time. i feel like everything is slipping away so fast i just wanna freeze time and go back to when i was 17 and happy. now i feel pressured with everything i do and i hate it.
ok well im going now, peace & comment
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Hey .. So I haven't given a REAL update in a while, so I figured I would today since I have nothing to do...
Friday: I skipped school to be with my baby...we left my house at like 7:30 and sat in my car for an hour eating breakfast waiting for my mom to leave...lol. Then we went back to my house and watched tv and went to wendys. Then my baby surprised me, it was so cute! He knew how bad I wanted to see Tristan and Isolde (even though he wanted to see underworld2) and took me to Muvico and got us tix to see it! He thought he would hate it, but it was the BEST movie ever...so we just pigged out on popcorn and candy .. we ate a lot that day lol. Then we went back to my house and just chilled and we were tired that night so we didnt go out and just cuddled...
Saturday: Some people came over and we drank .. but then me and kenny got into a really ad fight and broke up until monday :( it was sad...
Sunday: Reesie and Mike came over and we watched movies and ate candy
Monday-Thursday: Boring ass school...didnt do shyt all week. Then tonight me and my baby and my dad went to Chilis and ate dinner it was good..we do that once a week now...i <3 chilis
That leaves me at 2morro which is friday...Im just gunna hang out with kenny I guess .. maybe drink a little since i have a few bottles left...idk yet
well this is the NEW collage i made:
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